The Weaponization of Christianity

“Amazing grace, how sweet the sound, that saved a wretch like me! I once was lost but now I’m found, was blind but now I see.”

We are all wretched. And by grace in many forms, saved. John Newton knew this when he wrote the well-known Christian hymn “Amazing Grace” in 1772. He’d been a slave trader capturing natives from West Africa to be sold to markets around the world. But during a fierce storm he feared would cause a shipwreck, he experienced a conversion which would lead him to become an avid Abolitionist and later an ordained minister of the Anglican church.

Sadly, much in our history did not follow such an example of humility born of grace. And today, if we are going to confront and solve our systemic problems together as Americans and preserve our democratic republic, we too must first “see” when and where we’ve been “lost” before we can get “found.” For starters, we must acknowledge that Christopher Columbus did not discover America as many of us were taught. This nation was stolen from Native Americans who’d called it home for thousands of years. In our country’s early formation, much of our wealth was built on the backs and brawn of slaves deemed to be 3/5 human, as was stated in our U S Constitution, for the purposes of determining congressional representation. Women had to take to the streets with a decades-long struggle to demand the right to vote. Still, it would be another forty-five years, with the passage of the Voting Rights Act and the Civil Rights movement, before African Americans could begin their quest for full citizenship.  

In our more recent history it’s immigrants, often escaping life-threatening conditions at home, coming here glad to work menial labor jobs, who are now in danger of being labeled criminals and rounded up off our streets and deported without any due process.

President Trump, surrounded by Christian evangelical ministers, tells us we can make America great again. Again? As it was when? Oh yes, must be before DEI policies. A time when largely only white males were valued and those of other ethnicities, as well as women, knew their God given place. Before the social movements of the 1960s began unraveling the former idyllic Mayberry American society. Before exposing the barely half-truth of the “All men are created equal” proclamation in our Declaration of Independence. Modern blasphemy!

A particularly egregious expression of being “blind,” is seeing female legislators proudly displaying crosses around their necks while taunting the value of rounding up thousands of the so-called “worst-of-the-worst,” terrorizing communities and separating families, many of whom just happen to be people of color. And they eagerly join their male counterparts in slashing SNAP benefits to the most vulnerable, cutting money to Medicare and Medicaid, reducing access to doctors and threatening the closure of hospitals and nursing homes putting millions of Americans at risk. Such actions I would call no less than the weaponization of Christianity. 

What might they “see” if touched by just a hint of amazing grace? They might see the immigrant they’re rounding up as not so different from the ones in their own family, just several generations back, who came to this county in search of a new life. They might see the face of their own son or daughter when they indiscriminately round up a mom or dad leaving children behind. They might see the struggling single mom going to the food pantry for the first time because her benefits were unexpectedly cut. Perhaps they might even feel the desperation of the young man, recently laid off, who knows he must swallow his pride and rely on church and strangers to be Santa so his kids can still believe on Christmas morning. They might see the elderly woman who lives alone who must choose between food and heat. They may even see the crowds in our emergency rooms growing daily because so many can no longer afford medical insurance.

Imagine in moments of grace, such professed Christians just might ask themselves, “What would Christ do now?”

If our history has taught us anything it’s that our great American spirit is too grand to allow itself to be silenced, nullified, or codified into any ideology that erases diversity, ignores equality, and resists inclusion. Perhaps this is why Chicago priest, Rev. Pfleger, said, “I believe it’s time for the churches to lead the revolution, a spiritual revolution to stand up to this fascism, or the streets are going to do a revolution and it’s going to be bloody and ugly.” (Irish Star, Falyn Stempler, 12/6/2025)

I pray for a spiritual revolution. Yet, who will emerge victorious? The slave trader deciding who is worthy and who is not or those touched by grace ready to reignite the torch of our Lady, the beacon of light for the world?

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A Lil’ Christmas Magic & Three Gifts

One of my favorite things over the weeks leading up to Christmas Day is to get up before the sun and just sit in the lights with my headphones and favorite carols and hymns. Pure magic. Here’s a sample . . .

It’s not yet dawn with only the reflection of lights in the window flickering against a dark sky. And before I know it, I hear the Little Drummer Boy from afar coming to play in the chambers of my yearning heart. Do you see what I see? A star, a star, dancing in the night with a tail as big as a kite ~ with a tail as big as a kite.

I do! I do! I am dancing with that star!

Do you hear what I hear? A song, a song, high above the trees with a voice as big as the sea ~ with a voice as big as the sea.

I do! I do! My voice is singing big as the sea!

Then comes O Holy Night. A thrill of hope, a weary world rejoices, for yonder brings a new and glorious morn! Fall on your knees! O hear the angels voices! O night divine! O night, O night divine.

And I am on my knees now, empty and fully surrendered, in the sweet silence.  

And soon I’m lifted back up by Andrea Bocelli’s angelic voice singing The Lord’s Prayer. Our Father which art in heaven, or in Jesus’ words, Abwoon D’bwashmaya, exulting Abba, the Holy One breathing all creation into being.

And by the end of the Prayer, I can only say, Abba, I Belong to You,* over and over.

In a world weary and torn, let’s be the dancing star. Let’s make a joyful noise. Let’s fall on our knees to be filled with that peace that passes all understanding. And let’s remember we are all children of the Holy One, the One called by many names.

And all before breakfast!

And into our day, let’s carry three gifts: a compass to forever point us toward the North Star; a sword to slay the fear within so we may transform hatred and injustice without, and a medicine bag with a never-ending flow of stardust to remind us that the more love we give away the more we have.

For there’s no force more powerful than love.

Merry Christmas Everyone!!  

*Originally from the prayer by Brennan Manning

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The Office of the First Lady

“The future belongs to those who believe in the beauty of their dreams.” Eleanor Roosevelt

I believe if Eleanor Roosevelt were here, she’d have a word or two to say about President Trump demolishing the East Wing of the White House. Built in 1902, it served as the official office for First Ladies. Eleanor Roosevelt, wife of Franklin D. Roosevelt, 32nd president of the United States, was the first to professionalize the East Wing using it as a base of operations for her activism. She used the East Wing to expand the role of the first lady specifically to highlight women’s issues and organizations from the Girl Scouts to the Women’s Trade Union League. Her first news conference, March 6, 1933, featured 35 reporters, all of them women helping to elevate the role of women in national and political life as well as in journalism. (The 19th, Haines, Becker, October 22, 2025)

Since then, all of our first ladies have gifted the American public with initiatives in support of causes they championed. Following Roosevelt, First Ladies Bess Turman, Mamie Eisenhower and Jacqueline Kennedy were deeply involved in White House restoration with Jacqueline Kennedy founding the White House Historical Association in 1961. First Lady, Lady Bird Johnson, championed the “War on Poverty” initiative and programs like Head Start. First Lady Pat Nixon engaged in much volunteerism visiting schools, orphanages, and hospitals.  

First Lady Betty Ford reportedly said, “If the White House West Wing is the ‘mind’ of the nation, then the East Wing, the traditional power center for First Ladies, is the ‘Heart.’” (4NBCWashington, Darlene Superville, October 26, 2025) She and First Lady Roselyn Carter were strong advocates for mental health reform. First Lady Nancy Regan is remembered for her “Just Say No’’ antidrug abuse program. First Ladies Barbara Bush focused on literacy, Hillary Clinton on healthcare reform, Laura Bush also on literacy and women’s health. Michele Obama is known for her “Let’s Move!” initiative to combat childhood obesity, Melania Trump for her BE BEST program focusing on child welfare, and Jill Biden for her advocacy for military families.

Anita McBride, chief of staff to first lady Laura Bush, described the East Wing as a place of “purpose and service” and “tearing down those walls doesn’t diminish the significance of the work we accomplished there.” Krish O’Mara Vignarajah, policy director for first lady Michelle Obama, said the demolition was a “symbolic blow” to the East Wing’s legacy as a place where women made history. In an interview she said, “The East Wing was this physical space that had seen the role of the first lady evolve from a social hostess into a powerful advocate on a range of issues.” (4NBCWashington, Darlene Superville, October 26, 2025)

And here we come to the key issue. It’s not hard to understand why the very place the wives of presidents have used to create and foster their own initiatives, dreams, indeed, exercise some measure of power unique to them, would be the very place demolished. The Trump administration is primarily focused on the implementing Project 2025, created by the conservative think tank the Heritage Foundation along with many Trump loyalists, aiming to restructure and concentrate power in the executive branch to execute policy strongly influenced by Christian Nationalism ideals. They seek, “to impose a hierarchical, gendered, patriarchal vision of society.” (National Women’s Law Center, “Project 2025 and What it Means for Women, Families and Gender Justice,” September 17, 2024)

This increasing concentration of power in the executive branch, a hallmark of authoritarian regimes, is Trump’s modus operandi. With an overly compliant judicial branch and a majority yes-man legislative branch, he says it and it happens, even when it comes to demolishing a wing of the historic People’s House — even when over half of those very people don’t approve. And for women, the symbolism is clear. Go home. Fall in line with the traditional role we conservatives envision for you. You are not here to make history. You are here to create children and support your family. Trouble is women have dreams too, of course, and need our democratic republic, free from homogenization and the imposition of religious tyranny, to thrive and serve just as men always have.   

So, I write today to highlight all the first ladies and the dreams they pursued in the East Wing of the White House in service to our great nation. Though their space has been so ruthlessly and disrespectfully demolished, the historical imprint each has made on our nation, the many lives they touched through their efforts, cannot be so easily dismissed, erased and forgotten. Thank you.

And to all girls and women going forward, I say: Be brave. Follow in the footsteps of Eleanor Roosevelt. Dare to create your own space for the beauty of your dreams and, in doing so, make a future that belongs to you, our nation, and the world.

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The Cries of the Children

“Child abuse casts a shadow the length of a lifetime.” Hebert Ward

Imagine you knew Gabby. A bouncy six-year-old who lives with her mother next door. You remember when she was born, at home, as there was no insurance or money for the hospital. Still, a joyous occasion. Growing up, every Halloween, she’s come over all excited to show you her special costume, and at Christmas you’ve gladly wrapped a couple of small gifts especially from Santa. On Easter, you’ve enjoyed coloring eggs with her and, later, helping her mom make her special Easter basket and hide the eggs. On her birthday each year, you’ve helped decorate with balloons, hang streamers and put up a rickety card table covered with a party theme table cloth, hats, horns, plates, cups and napkins all from the local thrift store. Perfect.

Her mother, originally from Mexico, has been here many years after escaping the horrific daily violence back home. She goes to work, pays taxes, and contributes to her local community in a multitude of ways. But because she’s an immigrant, she’s not eligible for the many safety-net services available to U.S. citizens. That’s okay. She’s made her way by working hard and is ever grateful to live in the U.S.  

Not feeling she’s a threat, she doesn’t fear deportation and voluntarily checks in with ICE about her immigration status and to ask about next steps. However, on her last visit, she along with about 20 other people are taken off in a white unmarked van while their relatives can only watch helplessly. (For the original story, see “ICE Separated a 6-Year-Old,” Chicago Tribune, June 22, 2025.)

You, being right next door and very close to Gabby, are among the first to have to tell her that her mother is gone.

“Where’s my mommy? I want my mommy!” she screams, thrashing wildly, smearing tears on your sleeve. You try in the kindest way to tell her you’re sure her mommy is okay and will be home soon. You desperately try to comfort her with a warm bowl of mac and cheese, her favorite. And you huddle close, read her favorite bedtime stories, until her cries gently soften from exhaustion and she falls asleep in your arms. Then you too have a good cry.

Her mother, now far away, has no idea where she’s being taken, how long she’ll be there and when, or if, she’ll ever be able to go home again. There’s no warrant for her arrest. No court date. No due process. None of the normal pillars of standard operating procedure within the U.S. judicial system. Stunned, numb and alone, she too curls up on a makeshift bed sobbing and squeezing herself pretending she’s holding her Gabby. “What’s going to happen to my little girl?” her heart cries, desperately trying to quell the unthinkable, “Will I ever see my baby again?”

Sadly, similar scenarios are being played out every day all around the country. According to, “ICE’s family separations are forcing children to parent themselves,” by Diana Fishbein, The Hill, 08/08/2025, “All this is happening to meet an arbitrary goal toward the mass deportation of 15 million immigrants, which would amount to about 3,000 each day. Because only a small fraction are criminals — in fact, immigrants commit significantly fewer violent crimes than those born in the U.S. — ICE has resorted to detaining law-abiding residents, many of whom have deep roots in their communities and children who depend on them.”

But Gabby is no number. Her mother is no number. They are human beings, our neighbors. Their children run with ours in local parks, pray with ours in Sunday school, sit in the same schoolrooms hoping for playdates. Their hopes and dreams, once possible to imagine in America, now dashed in an instant by unprovoked, unprecedented, cruelty.   

Yet, we shouldn’t be surprised. As I reported in my 3-17-2025 Opinion, 4,600 children were separated from their parents in the first Trump administration. The Biden task force successfully reunited many families but, as part of Trump’s first executive order, he rescinded the task force leaving the remaining 1,360 still searching, stranded.

Worst of all, none of this was necessary. Remember when a bipartisan immigration bill, the first to map out comprehensive reform, came up for a vote before the election? Trump made sure it didn’t pass. Why? He wanted this. And every day we’re told this is what the majority of us want too.

I don’t buy it. Not here. Not in America. I stand with our Declaration of Independence and wish for Gabby and her mother, and all those like them, the same “life, liberty and the pursuit of happiness” promised to the rest of us. And I pray that the abuse being perpetrated every day, casting a shadow the length of a lifetime over our neighbors, will soon be eradicated by all of us who can hear the cries of the children.  

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Something Beautiful

I wrote this, or I should say, it was written through me:) many years ago. I offer it here as a guidepost for our turbulent times. May it, in some way, serve your journey. I find it most helpful to remember these truths when I am unplugged in the wilderness. So, following, enjoy pics of our latest retreat into something beautiful, 3 Feathers, our off grid heavenly place.

Something Beautiful

I Said to God, “I want to do something beautiful for You.” And God Answered…

Just do your part.
Be a seed planter. Do not fool yourself in thinking you create the tree. I alone create the tree.
And remember, it may not even come to full fruition in your lifetime.

Be clear of your intention.
Put out a clear signal. It is only then that it may be used to serve the greatest good.

Seek to live with equanimity and balance.
It is only in such moments that you are truly yourSelf and I may shine through.

In moments of despair, try to keep an inner smile. 
Sit humbly at the feet of your life and be taught. 
Become the alchemist and blossom because of – not in spite of.

Discern My illusion.
Complete love sees not just My beauty but also discerns the illusion of My absence in
ignorance, hatred and evil. 
Transform them within yourself and you can transform them without.

Make Me visible in the world.
You have been given a body-mind through which to make Me visible in the world. 
Care for the body and harness the mind and you’ll dance in the joy of My spirit.

Live in the mystery.
Remember you only have the vantage point and wisdom of this lifetime. 
Don’t waste time trying to figure out the big picture or the ‘why’ of things. 

Instead, just respond by doing something beautiful for Me.

Rev. Stephanie Rutt 2010

Last visit with the two youngest grandkids, we painted rocks!
Heading out to play:)
My beloved tree that joins me in musings in my hammock:)
Yes, even heaven needs cleaning:) Doug took care of the rugs:)
Our sweet space at night:)
Ummmmmmm:)
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Happy us:)

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Gun Violence, Christian Nationalism, and the Unraveling of Democracy

“In spite of everything I still believe that people are really good at heart.” Anne Frank

People are scared. Political violence is spiraling out of control. What we need in this moment is a leader who recognizes the importance of bringing all peoples together as Americans and who is able to strongly condemn gun violence across the political spectrum.

We don’t have it.

Take the two shootings of national figures in the last three months. On June 14th, 2025, Melissa Hortman, a senior Democratic assemblywoman in the Minnesota House, and her husband Mark, were killed by a gunman posing as a police officer. While President Trump condemned the violence, he didn’t order flags to be flown at half-staff. He didn’t attend the funeral, reportedly choosing to play golf instead.

However, on September 11, 2025, when right-wing activist and a fierce loyalist to Trump, Charlie Kirk, was assassinated, Trump praised Kirk, ordered flags to be flown at half-staff and assured the family he’d be attending the funeral. And the “radical left” was blamed.

Trump is, indeed, the first President in American history who has not understood, or perhaps does but disagrees, that the President’s primary job is to be the leader of all Americans. Instead, the litmus test for his support is to show proper deference, praise and loyalty. If you do, you can’t go wrong. Incite violence, destroy property, harm police officers, as in the January 6th insurrection, no problem. If it’s done in his name, you’ll be pardoned.

However, any protest not deemed to be supportive of the President’s agenda is quickly dismissed as radical and those participating are accused of trying to destroy the country. Clearly, it’s important to name here that we’re no longer a country subject to the rule of law. We’re now subjects of Trump and his law.

Given that Charlie Kirk is being mourned by the President and many Republicans as an almost prophetic figure, let’s explore what this self-professed Christian believed. Kirk, as many Trump loyalists, imagined a country based on Christian Nationalism which is clearly antithetical to democracy. It’s fueled largely by white supremacy, encourages the dominance of men over women, shuns LGBTQ+ persons, and above all, believes a narrow interpretation of Christian scripture should rule Congress, state governments and the court system. (*see below)

How did Kirk’s beliefs promote this ideology?

He blamed Rev. Dr. Martin Luther King, Jr. for the Civil Rights Act of 1964, saying it had been an anti-white weapon and called King an “awful” person. In 2021, delivering a speech in Mankato, Minn., he called George Floyd, the Black man whose murder by a Minneapolis police officer sparked a national movement, a “scumbag” who wasn’t worthy of the attention. (**see below)

When hearing about Travis Kelcy and Taylor Swift’s engagement, Kirk stated that he hoped it would make Swift more conservative and told her to, “Submit to your husband,” because, “You’re not in charge.” (August 27, 2025, The Economic Times by Aastha Raj) And in regards to our African American sisters, in the July 13, 2023 episode of The Charlie Kirk Show, he suggested that prominent Black women, like Supreme Court Justice Ketanji Brown Jackson, were successful largely due to affirmative action and did not have the “brain processing power to otherwise be taken seriously.”

He was critical of gay and transgender rights and promoted a fierce campaign against teaching gender ideology. While a staunch supporter of Israel, he made many disparaging comments against Jews including, “The philosophical foundation of anti-whiteness has been largely financed by Jewish donors in the country.” (**see below) And, fundamentally, he was critical of the separation of church and state.

Sadly, he did fiercely support gun rights. “I think it’s worth to have a cost of, unfortunately, some gun deaths every single year so that we can have the Second Amendment to protect our other God-given rights.” (**see below)

Those who study history will recognize the parallels of Trump and the rise of Christian Nationalism in this country to the rise of Hitler in Germany before World War II. Primarily, Hitler was masterful at building loyalty and support within the German churches, eventually making his government and religion one. And we all know the result. The final solution for the Jews. Systemic persecution of Blacks, the disabled, gays to name a few. (*see below)

Still, even as I watch out my window and see ICE agents gathering up all the undesirables and see Trump targeting only Democratic cities with military control, all in support of this Christian Nationalist agenda, I remember Anne Frank and I refuse to allow my spirit to be broken.

Like her, I will continue to believe in what is possible in the face of overwhelming despair. I will fight hate by speaking out. And I will continue to look for the good in the hearts of all my brothers and sisters.  

* April 27, 2024, “Christian Nationalism: A Grave Threat to America,” Daily Montanan
**Sept. 11, 2025, New York Times, “Where Charlie Kirk Stood on Key Political Issues”

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The “Big Beautiful Bill” and Losing the Soul

Jesus said, “Just as you did it to the least of these, you did it to me.” Matt. 25:40

It’s hard to see the “least of these.” Harder to watch. Yet, when I can, it stirs a place in my soul, as it did just recently. I’d taken an elderly friend who’d developed a 103.6 fever to our local hospital emergency room. Now, I’m no stranger to the ER. I’ve spent my share of time there. 

But on this night, if you could roll all my former visits into one you still couldn’t match the acute level of suffering and despair I witnessed. My friend and I took the last two seats. Many more patients waited in the hallway, some sitting on the floor. I couldn’t see all of them but one I could see was making herself known. 

“You f…’in bastard! I hate you!” she screamed at each person as they walked by, flailing her arms and thrashing her whole body as she lunged forward in her wheelchair. She was young, maybe early twenties and looked disheveled, unkept. A security guard at the exit door stood stoic. Several people with her kept making random, feeble, attempts to quiet the noise. Finally, they took turns resting, leaning their heads against the wall.  

In the waiting room, a young man moved from one distorted position to another on the floor. He seemed unable to find a good spot where he wasn’t in pain. And before we knew it, he rushed to get a barf bag and was in the corner violently throwing up. His screeching, gaging sounds, let loose all over the ER. One of the nurses gave him a light blanket and, for a little while, he was still and quiet on the floor. Then, he’d start to move again and throw up. This cycle repeated itself a number of times during the hours we waited.

And then there was Jonathan, as the ER staff called him, not his real name. It was his third visit there that day. Jonathan talked to himself a lot. He was confused and incoherent. His clothes were beyond dirty. At one point, he needed to go to the bathroom and kept yelling, slurring, “Bathroom!” He couldn’t figure out how to get his wheelchair to move toward the door. When it seemed no one was available to help, I pushed him out into the hallway and asked the security guard if there was someone who could take him to the bathroom. The guard responded, offhandedly, that he’d do it.

After over five hours, my friend did finally get seen. As we were leaving, I thought about the group of nurses there during the night. They were scrambling, working so hard to keep up with it all, an exhausting range of physical, emotional and mental health crises, the toll of human suffering, particularly poignant and piercing on this night, the screams, desperation, the smells.

 At one point, close to midnight with the waiting room still full, one of the nurses came out and said, “Please have patience folks. We’re doing the best we can. We’ll get to you as soon as we possibly can.” She was hunched slightly forward and had a soft apologetic gaze. She looked to be carrying all of us and time was running out on her endurance.        

The next day, as I read again about how Trump’s “big beautiful bill” could cause ten million people to lose their health insurance, I thought about how much more crowded our ERs are about to get. In particular, more patients like the woman in the hallway, the young man on the floor, and Jonathan.

I’d recommend, before voting on any legislation that would disproportionately impact the most vulnerable, lawmakers should be required to spend time in some of the places where “the least of these,” can be found: the local food pantries, shelters, and ERs. Hear their screams, smell their vomit, push their wheelchairs. As it’s reported that over half of our legislators are millionaires, it’s probably been a while, if ever, since they’ve found themselves in such places.

And given that many who voted for the “big beautiful bill” would profess to be Christian, I could only hope that in visiting such places, some might also get stirred and remember, with a sober and humble heart, that key teaching of Jesus. Because unlike the biblical teaching where the least among us are served, the “big beautiful bill” hurts “the least of these.” Sobering, indeed.

But, just perhaps, if the soul were moved, I’d hope they’d renounce their current actions and, instead, follow Jesus’ teaching and do what I believe he would do. They’d make sure the young woman in the hallway got caring mental health services, the young man a supportive detox unit, and Jonathan appropriate treatment and medications and, maybe, perhaps most special of all, a clean set of clothes.

For after all, “What will it profit a man to gain the whole world and lose his own soul?” Matt. 16:26

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“Give me your tired, your poor . . .”

“Give me your tired, your poor,
Your huddled masses yearning to breathe free,
The wretched refuse of your teeming shore.
Send these, the homeless, tempest-tost to me,
I lift my lamp beside the golden door!”

The images flickered. Faces. Smiling. Flashing across the screen and then gone too soon. The children just arriving on Ellis Island, a part of the Ken Burns’ PBS documentary, the Statue of Liberty. I wanted to replay the images, pause them. Take them in. “THIS is what we once were,” I whispered silently.

No more. When I saw the mural of the Statue of Liberty created by Judith de Leeuw and revealed in France just before the 4th of July, I fully understood. Our great lady ashamed, covering her face, grieves her loss.

And so, she should. How starkly different those faces were just a few years ago after crossing our southern border. In Trump’s America, we showed zero-tolerance. Instead of laughter, cries pierced the stale air, raw and shrill, from the shock of being taken from loved ones and put in makeshift cages. Children. In cages. Roughly 4,600 of them separated.   

The Biden administration instituted a task force to reunite the children with their parents or relatives but Trump rescinded it, even with hundreds still searching, as part of his first executive order. Today, the policy continues. In June of this year, CNN reported that approximately 500 migrant children had already been taken from their homes and put in government custody. The cries resume now though largely hushed from the public ear.

And our grieving great lady reminds us, “This is NOT who we once were.”

Designed by Frederic Auguste Barthold, the statue was a gift from France to commemorate the centennial of the American Declaration of Independence and dedicated by President Grover Cleveland on October 28, 1886. However, it may surprise some to learn that the well-known words on the statue welcoming immigrants, taken from “The New Colossus” by Emma Lazarus, were not added until 1903, nearly two decades after the statue was unveiled. 

The original inspiration for the monument was not immigration but emancipation, notably symbolized by the broken shackle and chains laying at our lady’s feet. Just after the Civil War, they were a visual representation of the end of slavery in the United States. Of course, this ideal has been slow to find a living space where our African American brothers and sisters may breathe free.

Courageously, in the words of the late Congressman John Lewis, the “good trouble” continues for the tempest-tost in search of a home in this land where each “will not be judged by the color of their skin but by the content of their character.” The broken shackle and chains echo across time the great dream herald by the late Dr. Martin Luther King, Jr. 

But in Trump’s America, these echoes are fading, almost silent now, in what can only be called a targeted attempt to white-wash history. Juneteenth Day was snubbed. Federal agencies continue to eliminate or obscure the contributions of Black heroes such as the Tuskegee Airman and Harriet Tubman. Diversity, equity, inclusion are dirty words now needing to be eradicated in order to create a more perfect, colorblind, union. Trump even had the bronze bust of Dr. Martin Luther King, Jr. removed from the Oval Office which had been there since 2009.

And again, our grieving great lady reminds us, “This is NOT what we once aspired to be.”

And the broken shackle and chains, which have come to speak for all forms of oppression, also represented the hope of women who, at the time, were fighting for the right to vote. Only two women were invited to the unveiling of the statue which sparked protests by suffragists. American abolitionist Matilda Joslyn Gage, cursing the irony of a female figure representing liberty, described the whole affair as “the sarcasm of the 19th century.”

But, undaunted, the suffragists chartered a boat to sail around the harbor to protest. And our lady must have smiled as she knew that soon, on the teeming shore, she would become the focal point for discussions on gender equality. 

Today in Trump’s America, many older women, in particular, are desperately trying to lift the lamp and shine a light on what is quickly being lost – some of the very freedoms those suffragists, and many others since, so courageously fought to obtain for us. Their efforts left all women with the greatest of gifts: most notably, choice. Choice to live a life of our choosing.

And so, we see it’s no accident that the Statue of Liberty is a woman, a depiction of Libertas, the Roman goddess of freedom, offering her torch to guide all who flee oppression. 

Americans, will we choose freedom or Trump’s American autocracy? Will we help our great lady to lift her torch high once again and light the way for all of us and for those to come?  

I pray so for in all her glory, welcoming those children of long ago, our great lady reminds us, “THIS is what we once were.”

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The One Called by Many Names

For those of you blessed to attend our Lights On! Applying the Golden Rule to Bridge Religious and Political Divides event this past Sunday, you got to witness first-hand how it is possible for us to join with those with whom we don’t share common religious beliefs or practices and still enjoy one another as fellow children of God. To me, this was the big take-away and gift for us all. Focusing not on religious difference but, rather, on our common humanity seemed key to creating an environment of peace and joy.

We, in the Interfaith tradition, however, do take this a step further. We don’t just recognize our common humanity with all our brothers and sisters, regardless of religious beliefs, we also embrace what we believe is our common divinity. Or like we enjoy saying at the Tree of Life Interfaith Temple, Many are the Ways We Pray to One God. Thinking about this took me back to an important time when I needed to stand and claim this clearly. Here is the story . . .   

I still couldn’t believe I was sitting there in that classroom at Andover Newton Theological School in 2014, officially starting my doctoral program. At sixty-four, my mind was whispering, “What are you doing?” And if you’ve read my memoir, Dancing on the Moon: The Non-Ordinary Life I Never Saw Coming, a Spiritual Memoir, you’d know why I was filled with such acute anxiety about the road ahead.

But, as with so many times, it was abundantly clear that this was exactly where I needed to be as it certainly seemed as if divine providence had cleared the way. And, as had always been the case, I could never have imagined what was coming.

There had been fewer than ten of us accepted so I got to know my classmates fairly well right from the start. We were a very diverse group, coming from various ethnic backgrounds, different parts of the country, and one coming from Africa. The common denominator was all of us were either ministers or had extensive experience in a related ministry field, and all of us came from being steeped solely in the Christian faith tradition, all, that is, except me.   

Toward the end of the first day, our professor, Dr. Sarah Drummond, Academic Dean, who would become the most influential person in my academic journey, announced that we’d each be required to lead a morning devotional. When she asked who would like to go first, I saw my hand, as if it had some kind of foreign life all its own, slowly rise. “Great, Stephanie. You can lead us in the morning.” Morning?!!

Walking back to my dorm room, the “What are you doing?” became louder but this time took on expanded meaning realizing I was the only student not steeped solely in the Christian tradition. I called my husband, Doug, and said, “Well, I guess it’s time to find out if I really do belong here.” All I kept hearing was that great wisdom from the Bhagavad Gita, Sloka 18:47: “It is better to do your own dharma [divine purpose] imperfectly than to do another’s perfectly.” I knew deeply that I needed to do “me.”

After dinner, I sat down and within half an hour had written The One Called by Many Names. Yes, I would go in full bore. No holding back. I’d offer a devotional that expressed my full heart. If it didn’t fly, well, perhaps this was just an initial step toward some other outcome God had in mind. I’d long learned not to question such things, or to just assume a particular outcome, as my non-ordinary life had repeatedly shown me the folly of that.

The next morning, I first led a centering and then went into The One Called by Many Names, and ended with a short period of silence. Dr. Drummond was slow to open her eyes. When she did, she said quietly, “I didn’t want that to end.” After I explained to my classmates that the A’bwoon D’Bashmaya was the opening of the Lord’s Prayer, Our Father which art in heaven, in Aramaic, a minister from down south chimed in, “I didn’t understand a word you said but we need some of that. I’d like you to come to my church and teach us the Lord’s Prayer in Aramaic.”

And so, I realized that God had, indeed, placed me exactly where I needed to be.

Here is The One Called by Many Names and I’ve also included an audio for your enjoyment. The music behind the audio is “The Gift of Love,” which was played by our flutist in between speakers at Lights On! I couldn’t find one on flute as lovely as our flutist played so I settled on this lovely piano from Hymn Lullabies by O Waly Waly. https://youtu.be/WRITiaF0mH8?si=YzRMgANSrYexeBBm

The One Called by Many Names

I am the One called by many names.
Be Still.
Listen.
I am as close as your breath and as dear as your heartbeat.

Be Still.
Listen.
You will hear Me on the wind, echoing through all faith traditions.

In Hinduism…
You will hear Me in the great OM
for, here, all My sounds reside.

In Buddhism…
You will hear Me in OM MANI PADMI HUNG
for I am the jewel in the heart of the lotus.
It is because of Me you blossom, not in spite of, but because of.

In Judaism…
You will hear Me in SHEMA YISRAEL ADONAI ELOHEINU ADONAI EHAD
for I AM the Lord Thy God and we are One.

In Sikhism…
You will hear Me in EK ONG KAR SAT NAM SIRI WAHE GURU
for I am the True Wisdom bringing you from darkness to light.

In Islam & Sufism…
You will hear Me in LA IL LA HA IL LA ALLAH
for when you know Me, you know there is nothing but God. 

In Christianity…
You will hear Me in A’BWOON D’BWASHMAYA
for I am the Formless One bringing form to all creation.

I am the One called by many names.
Be Still.
Listen.
I am as close as your breath and as dear as your heartbeat.

Be Still.
Listen.
You will hear Me on the wind, echoing through all faith traditions.

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The Mountains are Dancing – Take Two!

Did you know that something quite extraordinary happens every April? I can tell you I’m absolute certain it’s not what you’d expect! I first discovered this awe–filled event many years ago in a poem by e e cummings: when faces called flowers float out of the ground. . .

when faces called flowers float out of the ground
and breathing is wishing and wishing is having—
but keeping is downward and doubting and never
—it’s april (yes,april;my darling) it’s spring!
yes the pretty birds frolic as spry as can fly
yes the little fish gambol as glad as can be
(yes the mountains are dancing together)

I just knew one day I’d get to go to New Hampshire and visit Joy Farm, e.e. cummings’s summer home, because I just knew it was there, he’d found those mountains dancing! And, sure enough, in the mid–1980s, fate brought us here and soon after, in April (of course), we made our way up to Madison in search of Joy Farm and those dancing mountains. 

It was a weekend and, being April, lots of snow was still on the ground. We managed to find the entrance to the long driveway up to Joy Farm, but it was fenced off and clearly not passable by car. Undaunted, me, already in full swing with those dancing mountains, was not so easily dissuaded! So, we made our way back to town in search of someone who might be able to give us some kind of permission to venture up to the farm by foot. Doug, my husband, whose feet were a little closer to the ground, well, actually on the ground, kept reminding me that those mountains would not be dancing, so unabashedly, with me in jail!

Luckily, we were able to locate a man with some authority, in one of the local establishments, who gave us the okay. I remember he looked quite puzzled when I, especially, could not be persuaded to return in a couple of months when the road to Joy Farm would be passable. Didn’t he know those mountains were dancing now?!   

So, at last, up the long driveway we went! The house had been vacant for a while yet still felt to be alive, standing, waiting patiently for the return of bare feet, frivolous chatter, the smell of barbeque and stargazing off the porch. The grounds were open and rambling and a small gazebo–like room, in the middle of the back field, seemed timeless. 

But, without a doubt, it was those dancing mountains, cradling, holding us, that kept me frolicking round and round as if I could somehow fly right into the center of their waking, unguarded alive;we’re alive,dear:it’s (kiss me now) spring! pulse. 

Away with respectable composure! Down with petty self-consciousness! Let’s dive as all the pretty birds dive to the heart of the sky and climb as all the little fish climb through the mind of the sea! 

It’s April! We’re sun-drenched alive! Our faces like flowers float out of the ground! We’re opening as every leaf opens without any sound! We’re quivering, waking, pulsing as the little fish quiver so you and so i…

So, yes! Let’s dance, unbridled and undone, for its april (yes,april;my darling) it’s spring!  and, most wondrously…

all the mountains are dancing; are dancing

A pen and ink drawing of Joy Farm by my husband as it looked at the time.

And my poem I wrote this year:

I heard You whispering my name
though those stars bouncing off the stagnant pond.
I felt You in the driftwood sleeping in my hand.
I saw You lift that hawk into wispy clouds
as the stone people sang in silence.

You are waking and so am I.
It’s Spring and I am a fledging eager to fly
wobbly and awkward
onto a new dream.

It’s April and my heart turns to sunflowers
where I see You winking and
flirting with my heart.
Yes, You are my Love.

And the Song of my Soul erupts through my feet
suspending me on Your windy breath
in that place where only wonder resides.

Ecstatic now.
I can only dance.
Wild and free.

The hawk just before being lifted up . . .

Just the beginning of a new nature creation . . . parts that agree to come together
to create something beautiful . . .

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