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The Weaponization of Christianity

“Amazing grace, how sweet the sound, that saved a wretch like me! I once was lost but now I’m found, was blind but now I see.”

We are all wretched. And by grace in many forms, saved. John Newton knew this when he wrote the well-known Christian hymn “Amazing Grace” in 1772. He’d been a slave trader capturing natives from West Africa to be sold to markets around the world. But during a fierce storm he feared would cause a shipwreck, he experienced a conversion which would lead him to become an avid Abolitionist and later an ordained minister of the Anglican church.

Sadly, much in our history did not follow such an example of humility born of grace. And today, if we are going to confront and solve our systemic problems together as Americans and preserve our democratic republic, we too must first “see” when and where we’ve been “lost” before we can get “found.” For starters, we must acknowledge that Christopher Columbus did not discover America as many of us were taught. This nation was stolen from Native Americans who’d called it home for thousands of years. In our country’s early formation, much of our wealth was built on the backs and brawn of slaves deemed to be 3/5 human, as was stated in our U S Constitution, for the purposes of determining congressional representation. Women had to take to the streets with a decades-long struggle to demand the right to vote. Still, it would be another forty-five years, with the passage of the Voting Rights Act and the Civil Rights movement, before African Americans could begin their quest for full citizenship.  

In our more recent history it’s immigrants, often escaping life-threatening conditions at home, coming here glad to work menial labor jobs, who are now in danger of being labeled criminals and rounded up off our streets and deported without any due process.

President Trump, surrounded by Christian evangelical ministers, tells us we can make America great again. Again? As it was when? Oh yes, must be before DEI policies. A time when largely only white males were valued and those of other ethnicities, as well as women, knew their God given place. Before the social movements of the 1960s began unraveling the former idyllic Mayberry American society. Before exposing the barely half-truth of the “All men are created equal” proclamation in our Declaration of Independence. Modern blasphemy!

A particularly egregious expression of being “blind,” is seeing female legislators proudly displaying crosses around their necks while taunting the value of rounding up thousands of the so-called “worst-of-the-worst,” terrorizing communities and separating families, many of whom just happen to be people of color. And they eagerly join their male counterparts in slashing SNAP benefits to the most vulnerable, cutting money to Medicare and Medicaid, reducing access to doctors and threatening the closure of hospitals and nursing homes putting millions of Americans at risk. Such actions I would call no less than the weaponization of Christianity. 

What might they “see” if touched by just a hint of amazing grace? They might see the immigrant they’re rounding up as not so different from the ones in their own family, just several generations back, who came to this county in search of a new life. They might see the face of their own son or daughter when they indiscriminately round up a mom or dad leaving children behind. They might see the struggling single mom going to the food pantry for the first time because her benefits were unexpectedly cut. Perhaps they might even feel the desperation of the young man, recently laid off, who knows he must swallow his pride and rely on church and strangers to be Santa so his kids can still believe on Christmas morning. They might see the elderly woman who lives alone who must choose between food and heat. They may even see the crowds in our emergency rooms growing daily because so many can no longer afford medical insurance.

Imagine in moments of grace, such professed Christians just might ask themselves, “What would Christ do now?”

If our history has taught us anything it’s that our great American spirit is too grand to allow itself to be silenced, nullified, or codified into any ideology that erases diversity, ignores equality, and resists inclusion. Perhaps this is why Chicago priest, Rev. Pfleger, said, “I believe it’s time for the churches to lead the revolution, a spiritual revolution to stand up to this fascism, or the streets are going to do a revolution and it’s going to be bloody and ugly.” (Irish Star, Falyn Stempler, 12/6/2025)

I pray for a spiritual revolution. Yet, who will emerge victorious? The slave trader deciding who is worthy and who is not or those touched by grace ready to reignite the torch of our Lady, the beacon of light for the world?

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A Lil’ Christmas Magic & Three Gifts

One of my favorite things over the weeks leading up to Christmas Day is to get up before the sun and just sit in the lights with my headphones and favorite carols and hymns. Pure magic. Here’s a sample . . .

It’s not yet dawn with only the reflection of lights in the window flickering against a dark sky. And before I know it, I hear the Little Drummer Boy from afar coming to play in the chambers of my yearning heart. Do you see what I see? A star, a star, dancing in the night with a tail as big as a kite ~ with a tail as big as a kite.

I do! I do! I am dancing with that star!

Do you hear what I hear? A song, a song, high above the trees with a voice as big as the sea ~ with a voice as big as the sea.

I do! I do! My voice is singing big as the sea!

Then comes O Holy Night. A thrill of hope, a weary world rejoices, for yonder brings a new and glorious morn! Fall on your knees! O hear the angels voices! O night divine! O night, O night divine.

And I am on my knees now, empty and fully surrendered, in the sweet silence.  

And soon I’m lifted back up by Andrea Bocelli’s angelic voice singing The Lord’s Prayer. Our Father which art in heaven, or in Jesus’ words, Abwoon D’bwashmaya, exulting Abba, the Holy One breathing all creation into being.

And by the end of the Prayer, I can only say, Abba, I Belong to You,* over and over.

In a world weary and torn, let’s be the dancing star. Let’s make a joyful noise. Let’s fall on our knees to be filled with that peace that passes all understanding. And let’s remember we are all children of the Holy One, the One called by many names.

And all before breakfast!

And into our day, let’s carry three gifts: a compass to forever point us toward the North Star; a sword to slay the fear within so we may transform hatred and injustice without, and a medicine bag with a never-ending flow of stardust to remind us that the more love we give away the more we have.

For there’s no force more powerful than love.

Merry Christmas Everyone!!  

*Originally from the prayer by Brennan Manning

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Something Beautiful

I wrote this, or I should say, it was written through me:) many years ago. I offer it here as a guidepost for our turbulent times. May it, in some way, serve your journey. I find it most helpful to remember these truths when I am unplugged in the wilderness. So, following, enjoy pics of our latest retreat into something beautiful, 3 Feathers, our off grid heavenly place.

Something Beautiful

I Said to God, “I want to do something beautiful for You.” And God Answered…

Just do your part.
Be a seed planter. Do not fool yourself in thinking you create the tree. I alone create the tree.
And remember, it may not even come to full fruition in your lifetime.

Be clear of your intention.
Put out a clear signal. It is only then that it may be used to serve the greatest good.

Seek to live with equanimity and balance.
It is only in such moments that you are truly yourSelf and I may shine through.

In moments of despair, try to keep an inner smile. 
Sit humbly at the feet of your life and be taught. 
Become the alchemist and blossom because of – not in spite of.

Discern My illusion.
Complete love sees not just My beauty but also discerns the illusion of My absence in
ignorance, hatred and evil. 
Transform them within yourself and you can transform them without.

Make Me visible in the world.
You have been given a body-mind through which to make Me visible in the world. 
Care for the body and harness the mind and you’ll dance in the joy of My spirit.

Live in the mystery.
Remember you only have the vantage point and wisdom of this lifetime. 
Don’t waste time trying to figure out the big picture or the ‘why’ of things. 

Instead, just respond by doing something beautiful for Me.

Rev. Stephanie Rutt 2010

Last visit with the two youngest grandkids, we painted rocks!
Heading out to play:)
My beloved tree that joins me in musings in my hammock:)
Yes, even heaven needs cleaning:) Doug took care of the rugs:)
Our sweet space at night:)
Ummmmmmm:)
Taken from our screen porch:)
Happy us:)

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“I pledge allegiance . . .”

It was like we were there that afternoon of January 6, 2021 as we watched in disbelief the violence erupting at our nation’s Capital. We kept checking across various news outlets from MSNBC to Fox News to make sure what we were seeing was really happening. And, sadly, we were confronted again and again by the same violent images. In the days that followed, many lawmakers on both sides of the aisle would forcibly, and rightfully, condemn the violence.

But soon the tide was recalibrated as allegiance to our flag and Republic went silent, drowned out by the growing vocal allegiance to Trump instead. Memories began to morph as Republican lawmakers tried to convince us that, essentially, we hadn’t really seen what we’d seen. Desperate to remain in good stead, strengthen the alliance, and court favor with their emerging autocratic leader, spines went soft. Most troubling, the ability to stand for the true heroes of the day, the Capitol Police officers, waned.

And today this morphing has culminated in a full reversal of the facts of what actually happened on January 6th. Now we’re told not only did we not see what we saw but, in reality, just the opposite happened. By continuing to describe the insurrectionists as “hostages,” Trump and his top guard have been reprogramming us to see what they want us to see: the violent mob that attacked the Capitol that day were simply true, unarmed, patriots.

This, of course, was predictable and unsurprising. After all, the so-called hostages had done their due diligence by showing clear and proper allegiance to Trump before they tried to destroy all constitutional vestiges of power. And we, having been duly programmed, were now primed to at least consider that it was really the rioters who were the true victims of that day. In this way, Trump could pardon them all with minimum fear of political backlash.       

“I pledge allegiance to President Trump, and to the Republic which he has formed . . .”

It just may have worked—“if” we hadn’t seen with our own eyes what we saw. But we did. We did, in fact, see many of the rioters come armed with a variety of weapons such as stun guns, pepper spray, baseball bats and flagpoles wielded as clubs. We saw the violent attacks on police officers just doing their sworn duty that day. 140+ of them were injured, some seriously. Others would die in the days and weeks following including Officer Brian Sicknick, 42, an Iraq War veteran, who died the next day from wounds caused by a fire extinguisher to the head. We saw the lynching noose and heard the cries, “Hang Mike Pence.” And we watched, horrified, as the Confederate Flag was proudly carried through the Capitol.

Those of us who witnessed the events of January 6th must now not remain silent, lest we appear to be following along like imprinting ducklings to Trump’s self-serving propaganda. We must stand with the National Association of Police Officers and the International Association of Chiefs of Police, along with many US citizens, Republican and Democrat, who’ve condemned Trump’s decision to pardon those involved in the insurrection.

We must not cower and avoid dialogue as Trump’s top guard is doing. This should show us all that they’re unwilling to engage in any discussion that may potentially displease or threaten their leader. They’re clearly fearful and rightly should be. After all, autocrats get even particularly when they believe they’ve been touched by the providential hand of God and now have a Supreme Court willing to shelter and protect all actions done under the cloak of the office.

“I pledge allegiance to President Trump, and to the Republic which he has formed, one nation duly governed by him, God’s chosen servant . . .”

Sadly, Trump told us who he was in 2016 when he said, “I could stand in the middle of 5th Ave. and shoot somebody and I wouldn’t lose any voters.” At the time, most of us dismissed it as simply a grossly inappropriate display of chest-thumping. Today, we know it’s absolutely true. Trump could stand out in front of the Capitol building, kill someone while many watched, and by the evening news the channels supporting Trump would be assuring us that we really hadn’t seen what we’d seen—that what we’d really witnessed was, in fact, a most courageous and patriotic act carried out by our illustrious, divinely appointed, leader.

And, we’d all be encouraged to pray for him, placing our hands over our hearts as we remembered our Pledge of Allegiance:

“We pledge allegiance to President Trump, and to the Republic which he has formed, one nation duly governed by him, God’s chosen servant, to offer liberty and justice as decreed.”

To all who treasure democracy, let’s not falter at this critical moment! Let’s fight for the country our forefathers dared to envision, now on life support, so, just maybe, our children and grandchildren might one day still be able to stand and pledge allegiance to the flag and to our great Republic for which it stands.

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