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The Weaponization of Christianity

“Amazing grace, how sweet the sound, that saved a wretch like me! I once was lost but now I’m found, was blind but now I see.”

We are all wretched. And by grace in many forms, saved. John Newton knew this when he wrote the well-known Christian hymn “Amazing Grace” in 1772. He’d been a slave trader capturing natives from West Africa to be sold to markets around the world. But during a fierce storm he feared would cause a shipwreck, he experienced a conversion which would lead him to become an avid Abolitionist and later an ordained minister of the Anglican church.

Sadly, much in our history did not follow such an example of humility born of grace. And today, if we are going to confront and solve our systemic problems together as Americans and preserve our democratic republic, we too must first “see” when and where we’ve been “lost” before we can get “found.” For starters, we must acknowledge that Christopher Columbus did not discover America as many of us were taught. This nation was stolen from Native Americans who’d called it home for thousands of years. In our country’s early formation, much of our wealth was built on the backs and brawn of slaves deemed to be 3/5 human, as was stated in our U S Constitution, for the purposes of determining congressional representation. Women had to take to the streets with a decades-long struggle to demand the right to vote. Still, it would be another forty-five years, with the passage of the Voting Rights Act and the Civil Rights movement, before African Americans could begin their quest for full citizenship.  

In our more recent history it’s immigrants, often escaping life-threatening conditions at home, coming here glad to work menial labor jobs, who are now in danger of being labeled criminals and rounded up off our streets and deported without any due process.

President Trump, surrounded by Christian evangelical ministers, tells us we can make America great again. Again? As it was when? Oh yes, must be before DEI policies. A time when largely only white males were valued and those of other ethnicities, as well as women, knew their God given place. Before the social movements of the 1960s began unraveling the former idyllic Mayberry American society. Before exposing the barely half-truth of the “All men are created equal” proclamation in our Declaration of Independence. Modern blasphemy!

A particularly egregious expression of being “blind,” is seeing female legislators proudly displaying crosses around their necks while taunting the value of rounding up thousands of the so-called “worst-of-the-worst,” terrorizing communities and separating families, many of whom just happen to be people of color. And they eagerly join their male counterparts in slashing SNAP benefits to the most vulnerable, cutting money to Medicare and Medicaid, reducing access to doctors and threatening the closure of hospitals and nursing homes putting millions of Americans at risk. Such actions I would call no less than the weaponization of Christianity. 

What might they “see” if touched by just a hint of amazing grace? They might see the immigrant they’re rounding up as not so different from the ones in their own family, just several generations back, who came to this county in search of a new life. They might see the face of their own son or daughter when they indiscriminately round up a mom or dad leaving children behind. They might see the struggling single mom going to the food pantry for the first time because her benefits were unexpectedly cut. Perhaps they might even feel the desperation of the young man, recently laid off, who knows he must swallow his pride and rely on church and strangers to be Santa so his kids can still believe on Christmas morning. They might see the elderly woman who lives alone who must choose between food and heat. They may even see the crowds in our emergency rooms growing daily because so many can no longer afford medical insurance.

Imagine in moments of grace, such professed Christians just might ask themselves, “What would Christ do now?”

If our history has taught us anything it’s that our great American spirit is too grand to allow itself to be silenced, nullified, or codified into any ideology that erases diversity, ignores equality, and resists inclusion. Perhaps this is why Chicago priest, Rev. Pfleger, said, “I believe it’s time for the churches to lead the revolution, a spiritual revolution to stand up to this fascism, or the streets are going to do a revolution and it’s going to be bloody and ugly.” (Irish Star, Falyn Stempler, 12/6/2025)

I pray for a spiritual revolution. Yet, who will emerge victorious? The slave trader deciding who is worthy and who is not or those touched by grace ready to reignite the torch of our Lady, the beacon of light for the world?

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A Lil’ Christmas Magic & Three Gifts

One of my favorite things over the weeks leading up to Christmas Day is to get up before the sun and just sit in the lights with my headphones and favorite carols and hymns. Pure magic. Here’s a sample . . .

It’s not yet dawn with only the reflection of lights in the window flickering against a dark sky. And before I know it, I hear the Little Drummer Boy from afar coming to play in the chambers of my yearning heart. Do you see what I see? A star, a star, dancing in the night with a tail as big as a kite ~ with a tail as big as a kite.

I do! I do! I am dancing with that star!

Do you hear what I hear? A song, a song, high above the trees with a voice as big as the sea ~ with a voice as big as the sea.

I do! I do! My voice is singing big as the sea!

Then comes O Holy Night. A thrill of hope, a weary world rejoices, for yonder brings a new and glorious morn! Fall on your knees! O hear the angels voices! O night divine! O night, O night divine.

And I am on my knees now, empty and fully surrendered, in the sweet silence.  

And soon I’m lifted back up by Andrea Bocelli’s angelic voice singing The Lord’s Prayer. Our Father which art in heaven, or in Jesus’ words, Abwoon D’bwashmaya, exulting Abba, the Holy One breathing all creation into being.

And by the end of the Prayer, I can only say, Abba, I Belong to You,* over and over.

In a world weary and torn, let’s be the dancing star. Let’s make a joyful noise. Let’s fall on our knees to be filled with that peace that passes all understanding. And let’s remember we are all children of the Holy One, the One called by many names.

And all before breakfast!

And into our day, let’s carry three gifts: a compass to forever point us toward the North Star; a sword to slay the fear within so we may transform hatred and injustice without, and a medicine bag with a never-ending flow of stardust to remind us that the more love we give away the more we have.

For there’s no force more powerful than love.

Merry Christmas Everyone!!  

*Originally from the prayer by Brennan Manning

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Something Beautiful

I wrote this, or I should say, it was written through me:) many years ago. I offer it here as a guidepost for our turbulent times. May it, in some way, serve your journey. I find it most helpful to remember these truths when I am unplugged in the wilderness. So, following, enjoy pics of our latest retreat into something beautiful, 3 Feathers, our off grid heavenly place.

Something Beautiful

I Said to God, “I want to do something beautiful for You.” And God Answered…

Just do your part.
Be a seed planter. Do not fool yourself in thinking you create the tree. I alone create the tree.
And remember, it may not even come to full fruition in your lifetime.

Be clear of your intention.
Put out a clear signal. It is only then that it may be used to serve the greatest good.

Seek to live with equanimity and balance.
It is only in such moments that you are truly yourSelf and I may shine through.

In moments of despair, try to keep an inner smile. 
Sit humbly at the feet of your life and be taught. 
Become the alchemist and blossom because of – not in spite of.

Discern My illusion.
Complete love sees not just My beauty but also discerns the illusion of My absence in
ignorance, hatred and evil. 
Transform them within yourself and you can transform them without.

Make Me visible in the world.
You have been given a body-mind through which to make Me visible in the world. 
Care for the body and harness the mind and you’ll dance in the joy of My spirit.

Live in the mystery.
Remember you only have the vantage point and wisdom of this lifetime. 
Don’t waste time trying to figure out the big picture or the ‘why’ of things. 

Instead, just respond by doing something beautiful for Me.

Rev. Stephanie Rutt 2010

Last visit with the two youngest grandkids, we painted rocks!
Heading out to play:)
My beloved tree that joins me in musings in my hammock:)
Yes, even heaven needs cleaning:) Doug took care of the rugs:)
Our sweet space at night:)
Ummmmmmm:)
Taken from our screen porch:)
Happy us:)

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Gun Violence, Christian Nationalism, and the Unraveling of Democracy

“In spite of everything I still believe that people are really good at heart.” Anne Frank

People are scared. Political violence is spiraling out of control. What we need in this moment is a leader who recognizes the importance of bringing all peoples together as Americans and who is able to strongly condemn gun violence across the political spectrum.

We don’t have it.

Take the two shootings of national figures in the last three months. On June 14th, 2025, Melissa Hortman, a senior Democratic assemblywoman in the Minnesota House, and her husband Mark, were killed by a gunman posing as a police officer. While President Trump condemned the violence, he didn’t order flags to be flown at half-staff. He didn’t attend the funeral, reportedly choosing to play golf instead.

However, on September 11, 2025, when right-wing activist and a fierce loyalist to Trump, Charlie Kirk, was assassinated, Trump praised Kirk, ordered flags to be flown at half-staff and assured the family he’d be attending the funeral. And the “radical left” was blamed.

Trump is, indeed, the first President in American history who has not understood, or perhaps does but disagrees, that the President’s primary job is to be the leader of all Americans. Instead, the litmus test for his support is to show proper deference, praise and loyalty. If you do, you can’t go wrong. Incite violence, destroy property, harm police officers, as in the January 6th insurrection, no problem. If it’s done in his name, you’ll be pardoned.

However, any protest not deemed to be supportive of the President’s agenda is quickly dismissed as radical and those participating are accused of trying to destroy the country. Clearly, it’s important to name here that we’re no longer a country subject to the rule of law. We’re now subjects of Trump and his law.

Given that Charlie Kirk is being mourned by the President and many Republicans as an almost prophetic figure, let’s explore what this self-professed Christian believed. Kirk, as many Trump loyalists, imagined a country based on Christian Nationalism which is clearly antithetical to democracy. It’s fueled largely by white supremacy, encourages the dominance of men over women, shuns LGBTQ+ persons, and above all, believes a narrow interpretation of Christian scripture should rule Congress, state governments and the court system. (*see below)

How did Kirk’s beliefs promote this ideology?

He blamed Rev. Dr. Martin Luther King, Jr. for the Civil Rights Act of 1964, saying it had been an anti-white weapon and called King an “awful” person. In 2021, delivering a speech in Mankato, Minn., he called George Floyd, the Black man whose murder by a Minneapolis police officer sparked a national movement, a “scumbag” who wasn’t worthy of the attention. (**see below)

When hearing about Travis Kelcy and Taylor Swift’s engagement, Kirk stated that he hoped it would make Swift more conservative and told her to, “Submit to your husband,” because, “You’re not in charge.” (August 27, 2025, The Economic Times by Aastha Raj) And in regards to our African American sisters, in the July 13, 2023 episode of The Charlie Kirk Show, he suggested that prominent Black women, like Supreme Court Justice Ketanji Brown Jackson, were successful largely due to affirmative action and did not have the “brain processing power to otherwise be taken seriously.”

He was critical of gay and transgender rights and promoted a fierce campaign against teaching gender ideology. While a staunch supporter of Israel, he made many disparaging comments against Jews including, “The philosophical foundation of anti-whiteness has been largely financed by Jewish donors in the country.” (**see below) And, fundamentally, he was critical of the separation of church and state.

Sadly, he did fiercely support gun rights. “I think it’s worth to have a cost of, unfortunately, some gun deaths every single year so that we can have the Second Amendment to protect our other God-given rights.” (**see below)

Those who study history will recognize the parallels of Trump and the rise of Christian Nationalism in this country to the rise of Hitler in Germany before World War II. Primarily, Hitler was masterful at building loyalty and support within the German churches, eventually making his government and religion one. And we all know the result. The final solution for the Jews. Systemic persecution of Blacks, the disabled, gays to name a few. (*see below)

Still, even as I watch out my window and see ICE agents gathering up all the undesirables and see Trump targeting only Democratic cities with military control, all in support of this Christian Nationalist agenda, I remember Anne Frank and I refuse to allow my spirit to be broken.

Like her, I will continue to believe in what is possible in the face of overwhelming despair. I will fight hate by speaking out. And I will continue to look for the good in the hearts of all my brothers and sisters.  

* April 27, 2024, “Christian Nationalism: A Grave Threat to America,” Daily Montanan
**Sept. 11, 2025, New York Times, “Where Charlie Kirk Stood on Key Political Issues”

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Grace in the Land of the Lost

“I was saved by God to make America great again.” President Trump 2025 Address to a Joint Session of Congress

Many in his MAGA base also believe that. Some Evangelical Christians even exalt him as a prophetic figure, divinely appointed to be here at this time to save the lost. However, I, as a woman of faith, have difficulty reconciling that prophetic belief with President Trump’s actions over the years. In fact, I would argue that most are clearly antithetical to the Christian life.

Can we imagine one who truly follows Christ mocking the disabled, the one who stutters? Can we imagine such a person describing the violence and destruction, the threats to hang Vice President Mike Pence on January 6th as a “day of love,” and then to call the perpetrators the true victims and pardon them? Can we imagine such a person showering accolades on Putin, one of the world’s most notorious dictators, while publicly chastising Zelenskyy, a courageous leader desperately trying to defend his country from an unprovoked takeover?

Meanwhile, as Elon Musk parades like a rock star with his chainsaw, tens of thousands of federal workers are being sent home with little notice, some wondering how they’re going to pay the rent or mortgage next month, put food on the table or how to tell their children their favorite activities have to stop—all challenges the world’s richest oligarchs couldn’t possibly imagine. And who knows what the inevitable fallout of services will be to many of us who rely on them daily. Could we imagine one who follows Christ casually dismissing and justifying all such collateral damage as simply a small price to pay for cleaning up the nation’s waste and fraud?

But, in my view, perhaps the most egregious anti-Christ-like example was conveniently made silent and invisible by the stroke of an executive order on day-one, the “Executive Order Protecting the American People Against Invasion.” Among an array of former immigration policies Trump rescinded in conjunction with this Order was Biden’s Executive Order 14011 that had established a task force to reunite families separated by Trump’s “Zero Tolerance” immigration policy.  

On Dec. 19, 2024, The Latin Times cited a joint 135-page report by Human Rights Watch, the Texas Civil Rights Project (TCRP), and Yale Law School’s Lowenstein International Human Rights Clinic highlighting the over 4,600 children who were deliberately separated from their parents between 2017 and 2021 and the lasting harm incurred as a result.

The report states that children were held in overcrowded conditions and often lacked adequate food, hygiene supplies, and supervision. Guards often ignored crying children or subjected them to verbal abuse. No doubt, as many health professionals warned, such separations could cause severe, lifelong psychological harm.

Today, as many as 1,360 children still remain separated from their parents. Think about that. 1,360 children who may never know where, or perhaps even who, their parents are.

Images of the separations, the children, are well documented. I often think about the very young ones, those just old enough to feel it all but not yet old enough to know what’s happening or to understand. If you are strong of heart, take a look. See their faces. We did this.   

“Let the little children come to me and do not hinder them, for the kingdom of God belongs to such as these.” Matt. 19:14   

No one argues that we need immigration reform. No one disputes that we need to target the most violent criminals attempting to cross into our country and that we need to stem the flow of fentanyl and other dangerous drugs. No one. But to have perpetrated such violence on innocent children and their parents, many of whom came here to escape horrendous conditions, is not only far from Christ-like, it’s indisputably inhumane and cruel.

But on day-one, President Trump took it a step further. He doubled down on the cruelty to ensure that those remaining 1,360 children would no longer have any governmental support to find their parents.

There’s a clear and present danger here. Perpetrators, domestic and foreign, are praised. Victims are ignored or blamed. Unloading our national debt has been transferred onto the backs of tens of thousands of everyday Americans, while the oligarchy running our country celebrates numbers on the national spreadsheet. And gangs haven’t paid the price at the border. Children and families have.

If Trump was sent to save America, I would say it is we who are now living in the land of the lost. But I still believe, as John Newton wrote in the well-known hymn, Amazing Grace, that with just a little true Christ-like care for one another, we too as a nation may one day be able to say, “I once was lost, but now I’m found; was blind but now I see.”

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“I pledge allegiance . . .”

It was like we were there that afternoon of January 6, 2021 as we watched in disbelief the violence erupting at our nation’s Capital. We kept checking across various news outlets from MSNBC to Fox News to make sure what we were seeing was really happening. And, sadly, we were confronted again and again by the same violent images. In the days that followed, many lawmakers on both sides of the aisle would forcibly, and rightfully, condemn the violence.

But soon the tide was recalibrated as allegiance to our flag and Republic went silent, drowned out by the growing vocal allegiance to Trump instead. Memories began to morph as Republican lawmakers tried to convince us that, essentially, we hadn’t really seen what we’d seen. Desperate to remain in good stead, strengthen the alliance, and court favor with their emerging autocratic leader, spines went soft. Most troubling, the ability to stand for the true heroes of the day, the Capitol Police officers, waned.

And today this morphing has culminated in a full reversal of the facts of what actually happened on January 6th. Now we’re told not only did we not see what we saw but, in reality, just the opposite happened. By continuing to describe the insurrectionists as “hostages,” Trump and his top guard have been reprogramming us to see what they want us to see: the violent mob that attacked the Capitol that day were simply true, unarmed, patriots.

This, of course, was predictable and unsurprising. After all, the so-called hostages had done their due diligence by showing clear and proper allegiance to Trump before they tried to destroy all constitutional vestiges of power. And we, having been duly programmed, were now primed to at least consider that it was really the rioters who were the true victims of that day. In this way, Trump could pardon them all with minimum fear of political backlash.       

“I pledge allegiance to President Trump, and to the Republic which he has formed . . .”

It just may have worked—“if” we hadn’t seen with our own eyes what we saw. But we did. We did, in fact, see many of the rioters come armed with a variety of weapons such as stun guns, pepper spray, baseball bats and flagpoles wielded as clubs. We saw the violent attacks on police officers just doing their sworn duty that day. 140+ of them were injured, some seriously. Others would die in the days and weeks following including Officer Brian Sicknick, 42, an Iraq War veteran, who died the next day from wounds caused by a fire extinguisher to the head. We saw the lynching noose and heard the cries, “Hang Mike Pence.” And we watched, horrified, as the Confederate Flag was proudly carried through the Capitol.

Those of us who witnessed the events of January 6th must now not remain silent, lest we appear to be following along like imprinting ducklings to Trump’s self-serving propaganda. We must stand with the National Association of Police Officers and the International Association of Chiefs of Police, along with many US citizens, Republican and Democrat, who’ve condemned Trump’s decision to pardon those involved in the insurrection.

We must not cower and avoid dialogue as Trump’s top guard is doing. This should show us all that they’re unwilling to engage in any discussion that may potentially displease or threaten their leader. They’re clearly fearful and rightly should be. After all, autocrats get even particularly when they believe they’ve been touched by the providential hand of God and now have a Supreme Court willing to shelter and protect all actions done under the cloak of the office.

“I pledge allegiance to President Trump, and to the Republic which he has formed, one nation duly governed by him, God’s chosen servant . . .”

Sadly, Trump told us who he was in 2016 when he said, “I could stand in the middle of 5th Ave. and shoot somebody and I wouldn’t lose any voters.” At the time, most of us dismissed it as simply a grossly inappropriate display of chest-thumping. Today, we know it’s absolutely true. Trump could stand out in front of the Capitol building, kill someone while many watched, and by the evening news the channels supporting Trump would be assuring us that we really hadn’t seen what we’d seen—that what we’d really witnessed was, in fact, a most courageous and patriotic act carried out by our illustrious, divinely appointed, leader.

And, we’d all be encouraged to pray for him, placing our hands over our hearts as we remembered our Pledge of Allegiance:

“We pledge allegiance to President Trump, and to the Republic which he has formed, one nation duly governed by him, God’s chosen servant, to offer liberty and justice as decreed.”

To all who treasure democracy, let’s not falter at this critical moment! Let’s fight for the country our forefathers dared to envision, now on life support, so, just maybe, our children and grandchildren might one day still be able to stand and pledge allegiance to the flag and to our great Republic for which it stands.

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An Altar Where No Walls or Names Exist

“In my soul there is a temple, a shrine, a mosque, a church where I kneel in prayer. Prayer should bring us to an altar where no walls or names exist.” Rabia of Basra

It “was” beautiful. Tender images meant to transport us to a place of acceptance and compassion—the “He Gets Us” Jesus commercial run during the Super Bowl. Yet, even I, an interfaith minister with deep Christian roots, an author who’s examined the Lord’s Prayer through the lens of Aramaic, the language of Jesus, a devote who on any given morning may be found praying the Christian Orthodox Jesus Prayer—yes, even I knew it was inappropriate and, because it felt completely out of context, came across as uninvited proselytizing.   

Want to test it out? Let’s rewind and imagine for moment you’re watching the Super Bowl and an AI generated ad comes on displaying depictions of the early female Sufi Saint Rabia reciting the quote above. We can only imagine the fallout!

“What?” “Inappropriate!” “Blasphemy!” “We’re not a Muslim country!”

And there you have it. In addition to the not-so-subtle attempt at proselytizing, the creators and promoters of the “He Gets Us” commercial clearly were making the assumption that this was totally fine because, of course, we’re meant to be a Christian nation, right?

Those promoting this presumed normalization of Christian nationalism would certainly have us believe so and that, indeed, the very founders and framers of the U.S. Constitution meant for us to be a Christian nation. It seems a basic civics lesson is in order here.

First of all, while many of the founders did aspire to Christian values, nowhere in the U.S. Constitution do we find the word “Christian.” In fact, many framers having experienced religious persecution, fiercely defended the right to religious freedom and expressed this clearly in the first line of the First Amendment ushering in the Bill of Rights: “Congress shall make no law respecting an establishment of religion, or prohibiting the free exercise thereof…”

I find it hard to believe that, had the founders really wanted us to be a Christian theocracy, they would have chosen to hide behind such universal, inclusive, dare I say “woke” language. No. I believe they would have said it straight out: “Congress shall establish that we as a Christian nation shall be governed by the beliefs and values therein.” They did not.

In addition, the Pew Research Center, Sept. 13, 2022, “Modeling the Future of Religion in America,” reports that in 2020 the number of Americans identifying as Christian was about 64%, a sharp decline from just thirty years ago. About 30% were identified as religiously unaffiliated, and the additional 6% identified with other non-Christian religions.  

I’ve found myself wondering how it felt to the roughly one-third non-Christian U.S. population to get highjacked into a “He Gets Us” Jesus commercial right in the middle of the Super Bowl? “What’s this? I’m not religious,” or “Where’s a commercial about my faith?”

Clearly, we’re in a national identity crisis. Do we want to continue with our experiment in democracy or do we want to become a theocracy under the banner of Christian nationalism? Today, I can still drive down Broad St. in Nashua and find the Nashua Baptist Church right next to the Hindu Temple of New Hampshire. A short walk from downtown, I can still find the Islamic Society of Greater Nashua, Temple Beth Abraham and the Unitarian Universalist Church of Nashua—just to name a small sampling of the diverse houses of worship. However, in just a few months, should the election usher in a new era of autocracy and Christian nationalism, I find myself wondering if all houses of worship will be required to close except those identifying as Christian. It’s a fair question.

It’s important to note that currently all of these houses of worship exist side by side with no problem or controversy. In our great democratic experiment, it’s understood that we each have a responsibility to hold the tension in such diversity. No, it is not important that we believe alike or worship alike. It is only important that we allow each to exist in peace.

Sadly, what’s missing in this tug-of-beliefs for our national identity is recognizing the unity within our diversity. In 2006, the Souhegan Valley Interfaith Council sponsored a conference, “The Golden Rule Across Faith Traditions.” Educational. Inspirational. Designed to bring people together to listen, to share, to work together to create communities that honor and support “all of us” whether you kneel to pray in temples, mosques, shrines or churches.

Pause a moment and imagine how our world, indeed our very lives, would be different if each faith tradition simply encouraged its followers to live the Golden Rule. Perhaps then we could imagine a Super Bowl ad showing ordinary citizens, mixed in with representatives from varying faith traditions, simply practicing random acts of kindness toward one another.

Now that would be something to cheer about.  

My eastern mala with a cross, my Misbaha, Sufi mala, and my Christian Orthodox Prayer Rope

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